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This is the debut album of Jeremih. "Birthday Sex" has taken over the radio and Im sure that we will soon be experiencing another baby boom in 2010 because of that track. He writes, he sings, he plays instruments, and a producer.... Just like Jeremih says "I thought I told yall, Imma Star..." and that he most definitely is. Enjoy!!!


Jeremih
1. That Body
2. Birthday Sex
3. Break Up to Make Up
4. Runway
5. Raindrops
6. Starting All Over
7. Imma Star (everywhere we are)
8. Jumpin
9. Hatin on me
10. My Sunshine
11. My Ride
12. Buh Bye
13. Bonus Track Birthday Sex (up-tempo)


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Smooches xoxo




All about the KING of POP.....

Michael Jackson's finest..... I grew up with this man just like I know everyone else has and cant believe that he's gone. A true LEGEND is now flying in the sky.







Music & Me [1973]:http://282799df.linkbucks.com/



Forever Michael [1995]:http://eda322d9.linkbucks.com/




Off the Wall [Part One]:
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Off The Wall [Part Two]: http://b88bf642.linkbucks.com/




Thriller [1982]:
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Bad Part One [1987]:http://fee7cc30.linkbucks.com/
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Dangerous [Part One]:http://d1e041d8.linkbucks.com/
Dangerous [Part Two]:http://e5e03d2d.linkbucks.com/




Michael Jackson "History" Part One:
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Blood On The Dance Floor Part One:http://d35259b7.linkbucks.com/
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Enjoy the career of a LEGEND......

Smooches xoxo

Life Is TOOO Short....


I swear this week has been absolutely Crazy. Within the last week we've lost a television pioneer, Ed McMahon, a 70s pinup girl, Farah Fawcett, the KING of Pop, Michael Jackson, and 9 people in the worst DC Metro accident to date.... after just thinking about that I need a moment......



Now I have lost people in my life, some that I knew, some that I loved, and some that have definitely left an impact in my life but recently I lost a friend. He was way more then a friend, he was my "son son" lol. On April 18th my homie Joshua aka LA was with a bunch of friends at a local bar. Now details of the story have changed and continue to change from the time of the accident BUT one thing that is certain is that there were 5 passengers in that vehicle, 4 guys and 1 girl and there was only 1 survivor, the driver. They were driving on a road that I am way to familiar with and I cant say exactly what happened because like I said the story changes but the car ran off the road, hit a tree, a mailbox, and 2 utility poles. Everyone that was in the backseat was thrown from the vehicle including LA. My son son died on the scene along with one of the other passengers. The other guy that was ejected from the car died later on that morning in the hospital due to his injuries and the girl I believe died days later, mind you the night she was out with them it was her birthday....

The reason that I bring this story up is because literally hours before he left that night I saw him. I gave him a hug, he smacked me around a little bit just the way that only LA could do, we blew one up in the air as he sat there and tried to convince me to go out with them to the bar. I didnt go out with him but I sit and wonder what if I did?? What if I could have convinced him to come out with me and my homegirl that night?? What if... what if... what if.... A question that continues to repeat itself in my mind. And then I start realizing that life is too short. Im sure he didnt think going out that night would be his last time out, or that hug I gave him would be the last time he would see me, or those that blunt he smoked would have been his last... We just DONT know.

Nothing is ever promised tomorrow today and thats real. I can only speak for myself but I know since LA's accident I have definitely changed alot of things within my own life. I take everyday for what it is and cherish every waking moment I have with my daughters. I have cut WAY back on my drinking and have even changed the way that I drive. I cherish even more the people that surround me with positive energy and pray for the ones that only try to bring me down. My outlook on life has changed and we ALL need to step up and understand that everything comes to an end. Realize that everything happens for a reason whether the outcome is positive or negative, learn from it, grow from it, become stronger and wiser and take every lesson learned as a stepping stone to happiness cuz when it all boils down to it thats all we want, is to be HAPPY.

"Hate is easy, but love takes COURAGE."

Smooches xoxo

I wanna take a ride on your disco stick...

Alright this bitch right here is fucking CRAZY as shit but I love it lol. Her album "The Fame" is sooo hot. When I tell you that I have been listening to her album nonstop for the past week.... I aint even lying. There are definitely quite a few songs that I stay jamming to and LoveGame is one of them.


"Lets have some fun this beat is sick, I wanna take a ride on your disco stick..." Wooo




The Fame
1. Just Dance ft Colby Odonis
2. Lovegame
3. Paparazzi
4. Beautiful Dirty Rich
5. Eh Eh (Nothing Else I Can Say)
6. Poker Face
7. The Fame
8. Money Honey
9. Again Again
10. Boys Boys Boys
11. Brown Eyes
12. Summerboy
13. I like it Rough


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As we grow older our journeys become more difficult to overcome, more heartbreaking to let go, and more passionate then before, BUT one thing that doesn't change is that with every situation, every journey, every heartbreak, every relationship, every experience.... we ALWAYS learn something. I don't believe in mistakes because at one point in time it was EXACTLY what the fuck you wanted to do. I hate when I hear people, men as well as women, complaining about how much an ex-boyfriend/girlfriend, ex-husband/wife, fuck it an ex-lover, is such a mistake and how much you wish you had never dealt with them.... blah blah blah. NO!! I don't buy it. They weren't a mistake when you were all bunned up with that joint so now that its over it's a mistake. Take that to someone that actually aint allergic to bullshit cuz it aint me.


ANYWAYS.....

My 23 year old journey has been full of love, pain, suffering, despair, happiness, karma, wonder, ecstasy, daring and marvelous imperfections. And it continues.... but lets not get it twisted my journey is not me FINDING myself. I know who I am, and what Im about, but most importantly I know what I want outta life. Naw this journey is about PASSION....

Now I have analyzed my past "real" relationship and all the mini "situationships" and have come to a conclusion: I have decided that to be IN LOVE with someone will NEVER again happen. Before jumping to conclusions about my decision hear me out. Love by definition is a "warm attachment, enthusiasm, or devotion," and after looking up the definition love just does not sound very appealing to me anymore. From my experience, being in love only leaves us heartbroken and full of resentment and who in their right mind wants to end up with unhappy, with a broken heart, and their eyes full of tears?? I know I dont... been there and done that.

So now that love is out and passion is in lets talk about passion a little bit. When you think about passion some people like to associate being passionate about someone is having lust for that person, but I dont think thats anywhere near true. When you are passionate about something i.e music, painting, dancing, singing, it's a feeling that cannot be explained. You strive for it, you work harder to achieve it, you do everything in your power to have it in your life because without it you feel hollow and incomplete. Passion is real, passion is honest, passion NEVER goes away.

Now one thing that I am still contemplating is whether I want to speak about my lost love. I may refer to certain situations in regards to that relationship but I think I am gonna stay away from that area of my life. And I bring up this past heartbreak because what I had with him was LOVE. And I think that everyone, every single one of us has had that one love... a love that has had us sooo wrapped up in it that it was unhealthy. A love that you knew was not meant to be but rather then listening with our minds, we listened with our hearts. And once we stopped listening to our minds our hearts were stolen, and shattered into a million pieces. Yeah the pieces are eventually picked up one by one and put back together BUT we are NEVER the same. We never love the same again, we never trust the same again, nothing is ever the same but we do walk out of the situation stronger, wiser, and more determined then ever before.

"If there is no passion in your life, then have you really lives?? Find your passion, whatever it may be. Become it and let it become you, and you will find that great things happen FOR you, To you, and BECAUSE of you." T. Alan Armstrong


Smooches xoxo

Kiss Me You Fool.... Part I




So I was in the bookstore and ran across a cute little book called "Kiss Me You Fool," full of kissing quotes. Yeah I know girly as shit right... Well anyways, I bought it lol... dont judge me. But I bought it with the intention of looking for ONE particular quote; a kissing quote that has been MY quote for almost 10 years now. "Smile. It's the second best thing you can do with your lips." Well I did find it hidden at the VERY end of the book, but while I did my "Where's Waldo?" for my quote I read MANY more cute kissing and/or love quotes and am gonna share some of the best ones will yall.... this is ONLY Part I


* The pleasure of LOVE is in loving. We are happier in the PASSION we feel than in that we arouse.
~ Francois, Duc de La Rochefouvauld

* To LOVE for the sake of loving is human, but to love for the sake of loving is ANGELIC.
~ Alphonse de Lamartine

* You must remember this, a KISS is still a kiss.
~ Herman Hupfeld

* LOVE is the answer, but while you you are waiting for the answer, sex raises some pretty good questions. ~Woody Allen

* A KISS can be a comma, a question mark, or an exclamation point. That's basic spelling that every woman ought to know.
~ Jeanne Marie Bourgeois

* All human activity is prompted by DESIRE.
~ Bertrand Russell

* The essential conditions of everything you do must be choice, love, PASSION.
~ Nadia Boulanger

* Sex is like having dinner; sometimes you joke about the dishes, sometimes you take the meal seriously.
~ Woody Allen

* You learn LOVE by loving---by paying attention and doing what one thereby DISCOVERS has to be done.
~ Aldous Huxley

* Platonic friendship is the interval between the introduction and the FIRST KISS.
~ R. Woods

* The only sin PASSION can commit is to be joyless.
~ Dorothy L. Sayers

* O! a KISS Long as my exile, sweet as my revenge!
~ William Shakespeare

* The fate of LOVE is that it seems too little or too much.
~ Amelia E. Barr

* The dictionary says that a KISS is "a salute made by touching with the lips pressed closely together and suddenly parting them." From this it is quite obvious that, although a dictionary may know something about words, it knows nothing about KISSING.
~ Hugh Morris

* Most of us LOVE from our need to LOVE, not because we find someone deserving.
~ Nikki Giovanni

* Men always want to be a woman's first love---women like to be a man's last romance.
~ Oscar Wilde

* Gin a body meet a body, Coming thru the rye; Gin a body kiss a body, Need a body cry?
~ Robert Burns

* In her first PASSION woman loves her lover, In all the others, all she loves is LOVE.
~ George Noel Gordon

 Some of these quotes will be referenced in later blogs or the topic of discussion so eyes and ears open....


 Smooches xoxo

Welcome to Me and my Randomness






Little Bit About ME!!

I am a single mother of two gorgeous little rugrats. I am very sociable. Love chit chatting with people that can actually hold a decent conversation. I am infatuated with the thought of being in love... dont judge me. I enjoy being around people that I know enjoy being around me. I can be moody and hard to understand at times. I am easily hurt due to the fact that I often give more then what is actually deserved BUT I do recover easily as well. I can give two shits what anyone thinks of me. I curse like a muthafuckin sailor lol. Imma BIG daydreamer.... can often be a problem because I get lost in my own world and lose track of reality. Ill admit that Im indecisive and cannot always decide on one particular thing but I am fair and just (the libra in me). I am who I am and am not considering changing for anyone but I will say this; when it comes to relationships sometimes to make something work especially if it's worth it, we all need to make "adjustments," I will discuss that at a later time. I can really care less what anyone thinks of me... You either love it or hate it but at the end of the day Im still ME.


LOVE LOVE LOVE Pink!!! lol. If I could I would have everything pink. A HUGE Hello Kitty fan, MEOW!! I love sports.... boxing, football (GO COWBOYS!!) f*ck yall that got something to say lol, basketball (GO CAVS), and sometimes hockey due to the fact that they be fuckin each other up. I can eat chocolate ALL day long, it's my guilty pleasure. Love the Arts: poetry, songwriting, painting, writing, music, film etc. Music is HUGE hence the music note tatted on my hand.... And a BIG movie freak lol. Imma big ball of creativity. Currently in school for web design, yeah Ive always been a big ol nerd, dont judge me, but Im not planning on following through with that career forever. In all actuality I want to be an architect, yeah I said architect, CRAZY right?!?! But architecture has always been a HUGE passion of mine and one thing that I refuse to lose is PASSION. Will definitely discuss passion later.

Helpless Romantic. Silly. Sweet. Compassionate. Kind. Strong. Loyal. Spontaneous. Passionate. Over-analytical. Outgoing. Corky. Hardworking. Smart. Funny. Erotic. Just to name a few....

I started this blog really for myself. I have been writing on and off for many many years and Im losing track of all my randomness. This blog are just gonna be random thoughts, experiences, and situations in my life that I feel are helping me in my journey to find happiness. Dont get it twisted... Im not looking to find myself, I KNOW who I am and what I want out of life, Im on a journey with a single purpose.... to find happiness. Welcome to my journey....

Smooches xoxo