I wanna experiment with something real quick so if this following post jumps from one thing to the next it's because Im literally just typing whatever comes to mind. For the next 10 mins Imma just "write"/ type without stopping. Whatever comes to mind is what Imma say so BEWARE!!! Dont judge me on the bipolarness.
Mistakes are going to be made within our lifetime. Noone is perfect and it's an impossability to even think that it's possible. Ive made plenty of mistakes in my lifetime but have always tried to learn from them all. Im currently at a turning point in my life. At a point where i literally have to man up to my responsibilities and take action to better my life but this isnt only for me but for Ava and Aisha. Those two rugrats are the fire in my heart that keeps me burning. I wouldnt have done half the shit ive experienced if it wasnt for them. Never putting ANY of the blame on them for my misduings but I know Ive stooped down to levels that I never thought i would be in in order to just put food in their stomachs and clothes on their backs. If there is anything that I want my daughters to know is that they dont EVER have to do half of the shit that Ive done in order to get thru life. I dont want the same kinda life that Ive had to grow accustomed to for them. I wanna wake up one day and be able to be in complete bliss with myself and my life. I wanna be able to wake up everyday and be happy that I am "struggle free" and when I say struggle free I mean financially dependent of my damn self, not EVER needing shit from anyone else. Not ever having to look down on someone because you oiwe them, and not ever having to take any more disrespect from anyone because they helped you get out of a situation. I wanna be able to be ina position where my daughters see that ME their mother made it without the help of any man to get them thru. They need to know that it is most certainly possible to have a great life without a companion. The struggle right now is having to let go. Having to face reality. A reality that Im not sure that I can bear right now. The reality that Im gonna be alone in doing this. the reality that I may just be creating more harm to my children BUT knowing that if I dont Im only creating more harm against myself...
10 mins are up.... hmmm I woulda thought that there would been more written but whatever, Imma just post it.
Smooches xoxo
Free Ballin
#RealShit
Smooches xoxo
I Love You.
Love. You see potential in all my flaws. I dont know why you keep up but you do. You except me. You Love me for Me.
How can I leave you now?!?! You make me feel young again. You are the reason for the butterflies. You are the reason for the nervousness. You are the reason that I've wanted to start over. You are the reason that I've wanted to give this "Love" thing another try.
You have made me better in more ways then one. I love you. And I think that those 3 words are more then enough to express just how I really feel about you.
Smooches xoxo
Perdoname
There are things that just dont last. No matter how hard you want them to be "forever" it just IS NOT possible.
This is for you. The one person I have yet to be able to apologize to for all the harm and pain that I've cause you. No matter what I did, no matter how much I betrayed you, no matter how much I disappointed you in my decisions, you have yet to turn your back on me. You try, believe me I know you want to, but it's not in your heart to do that to me.
I love you. I love you more then any words could ever describe. I know I haven't been perfect. I've tried to be what you've wanted, I've tried to be what you always expected me to be but my life took another turn. I never expected it to get to this, please believe me when I tell you that I never wanted to hurt the way that I did. I'm not trying to give reason to my faults because I don't have a good argument but I am asking you for forgiveness. I'm asking for another chance. Im asking you to ounderstand that my decisions are MY decisions. Im asking you to allow Lindsay Desire Graciano to be just that, Lindsay Desire Graciano.
I'm know I'm not perfect. I avoid conflict by keeping what I really feel inside. Im indecisive. I'm fearful. I'm hardheaded. I don't listen very well. I'm TOO emotional. I can keep going... but YOU, you have the biggest heart. You deserve to have EVERYTHING. You deserve the world and if I could give it to you, whatever it takes, believe me I would do it for you. I wouldn't be who I am if it wasn't for you. You have been the biggest influence in my life. With you it was love, hate, anger, disappointment, selfishness, heartache, disapproval, unworthiness.... EVERY emotion possible.... we've been thru it.
Mira, writing is what I know. Writing is what you taught you so thats what Im doing. I love you. I love you more then life itself. You and the girls are the only ones that I would give my life to, because all three of you deserve it. You deserve happiness. You deserve love. You possibly deserve a much better life then I could have ever gave you and I just wish that I could have gave you all that and more.
I dont know if you will ever read this. I hope that maybe one day I'll be able to print it out and just hand it to you just so you know.... but for what it's worth I am sorry. I would apologize to you for the rest of my life if that meant that I could take it all back. I should have never been that way towards you. I should have never took you for granted. I love you. I love you soooo much (obviously cuz you have me writing this.)
Friday Night Lights
Love me some J Cole. I've been anticipating this mixtape. Shit is CRACK. Cole doesnt disappoint. STAMPED
Click right here -----> http://www.mediafire.com/?2bzplvksislkp48
Smooches xoxo
Till The Lights
Winner's Circle "Till The Lights" featuring the DMV's own Raheem DeVaughn, Phil Ade, Dee Boy, and Stello. "Aint no squares in my circle" so check it out.
BUSTED!
Yup! It's true. Wiz Khalifa was arrested last night following his show at East Carolina University. Can you guess what he was arrested for?? BINGO!! His tour bus was raided and OF COURSE they found weed. He was charged with a felony count of trafficking in marijuana, a felony count of maintaining a dwelling/vehicle/place for sale or storage of marijuana and one misdemeanor charge of possession of drug paraphernalia.
More importantly WHY Wiz WHY were you looking like a muthafucking HEAD?!?! Didnt you just come of stage wholetime... smh, nevermind. This is a case of "When tweeting it real goes wrong."
How About Them Apples...
Just a few comments from some players in regards to the Wade Garrett situation.....
"Sometimes it’s not all on the coach," Bennett said. "We’ve got to make plays as players. Coaches take the blame for it, but a lot of times, players need to take some of that blame too."
You're Fired!!
"I recognized that after the game we just weren't playing winning football and our best chance was to make a change," Jones said. "We are grateful to Wade and his contribution to the Cowboys, leading us. We also clearly understand we are not where we want to be at this time, and that's an understatement. We share the responsibility - all of us."
Jones has promoted offensive coordinator Jason Garrett to take Wade's place on an interim basis. Now who knows how this is gonna work out, some are welcoming the change and ready to see if Garrett will be able to pull these Cowboys out of the rut that they've dug themselves in. Others, like myself, feel that Garrett is part to blame for how shit has been going but we shall see.
Phillips is ending his career as a Cowboy with a 35-23 record, has won 2 NFC East titles, and getting the Cowboys their first playoff win since 1996.
Wade released the following statement:
“I would like to express my sincere appreciation to the fans of the Cowboys and to the entire Jones family for all of the support that we received here in Dallas. I would also like to thank our coaches and players for their loyalty and dedication.
“I told the team today that I have been proud to be a part of their family, and that will never change. I have enjoyed the privilege and responsibility of representing this franchise as its head coach.
“I am disappointed in the results of this season to this point, but I am also very proud of what our team and our players accomplished in the previous three years. In good times and difficult times, our players stuck together and never lost hold of their belief in each other and the strong team bond that they have shared. Family and coaching football have always defined my life and I will always be grateful for my experiences here with the Dallas Cowboys.”
Well Mr. Wade Phillips, it's been fun but apparently Jim Jones sees you as the weakest link.... Goodbye!
I Think Im In Love Again...
Smooches xoxo
Fabulousity
Kimora Lee Simmons is the SHITT. She has it all, does it all, and does it all with her babies. KUDOS.
Viva Mexico
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Smooches xoxo
A Father and his Daughter
This nicca went OFF. When I first saw it I was like "Well damn. That's how you feel?" Yeah I felt it was jie excessive but once I heard the story behind it smh... I would've been in jail that day.
As a mother of two and with Ava, 5, now in school I understand how a parent wants to protect their baby from everything and everybody. I would walk clear across the world if it meant my children would be in good health and this man, James, this FATHER took matters into his own hands when it came to his daughter. James' 11 year old daughter Chatari suffers from cerebral palsy. For weeks she was being bullied by some kids on her bus. She told her teacher, the bus driver, AND a teachers aid and noone decided to take action. These kids on this bus had been poking her with pencils, spitting in her hair, hitting her across the head, throwing erasers at her, touching her breasts and even throwing condoms at her. Chatari got to the point where she didnt want to get on the bus so her father question her, found out what was going on and did what the fuck he had to do.
James Speaks Out
James is now being charged with second-degree misdemeanors, disorderly conduct and interfering with a school function. First off, how can you get upset with a man that is protecting his daughter who has special needs at that from ignorant ass, no manner having little fucking kids. This child went to 3 different people of authority from school.... 3 and not ONE did a damn thing. “Part of the problem we have today is we have these domestic terrorists who are going to school, and we have punk parents who refuse to control their own children.” AND THEN the parents of the bullies wanna feel like their kids were disrespected and say shit like "well I dont even talk to my son like that" well bitch guess the fuck what maybe you should. Maybe you need to start striking fear into your childs heart so he learns some muthafuckin respect. Like forreal?!?! You feel that your child was disrespected because they got yelled at and cussed the fuck out... how about they spit in your kids hair and poke him with pencils, and hit him across the head and see how disrespected he feels then. *sigh*
I swear let one of my kids come to me with some nonsense like this happening in school... Imma go postal "pshoom pshoom everybody gonna die" *Kevin Hart voice* What really makes matters worse though is the fact that none of the bullies have not been dealt with. Their parents havent even made them apologize to Chatari for everything they have put her thru. This is completely disgusting and I am soo enraged with how this case is being handled. Vent over.
Smooches xoxo
Wiz Khalifa
Don't ask me How High, baby I'm on Cloud 9,
And I'ma be smokin' and burnin' until I damn die.
Passin it to my people, smokin' it just like it's legal.
Me and A-R higher than two bald eagles."
The Grass Isn't Always Greener On The Other Side
All of your backstabbing
Just so, you could cash in on a good thing
Before I'd realized your game
I heard you're going 'round
Playin' the victim now
But don't even begin feelin' I'm the one to blame
Why do we do that? Because everyone has a need or want to "upgrade." We "monkey bar" from person to person depending on what the next one has to offer you. Men and women do it. I'm guilty of having done it before and I'm also guilty of acting outta spite. I knew I had done it in my past but I recently made it clear to myself that I also do it in the present. But I don't do it intentionally. I do it because I don't wanna let myself "go" with someone that doesn't deserve it. I don't want to be taken for a fool.
Smooches xoxo
Don't Save Her...
Cyhi Da Prynce "Royal Flush"
Coming out of Atlanta Cyhi Da Prynce is the latest addition to Kanye West G.O.O.D. Music Family. I had heard a few tracks from this mixtape and loved them so decided to check it out and definitely digging it.
Laura Dore
Smooches xoxo
Deion Sanders' Signature Shoe is BACK!
Smooches xoxo
Queen Bee
Imagine if I was dude and hittin' cats from the back
With no strings attached
Yeah nicca, picture that!
I treat y'all niccas like y'all treat us
No Doubt! Ay yo, yo
Come here so I can bust in ya mouth" ~Lil Kim
Cowboy Biibop Soundtrack
Frat House
Now I've never been into the whole Frat house partying thing... My nerdy ass was to focused on good grades BUT I imagine this is what a muthafuckin Frat house would be like lol. It's Ice The Villain, Tha MR, B.P. Cooper, Ricosuave on a LCD track. You already know #FNFG H.O.M.E.Grown
Dont forget to check these out either
www.boutdatblog.com
www.icethevillain.com
www.ricosuaveatl.blogspot.com
Smooches xoxo
Quotelicious
"The difference between the impossible and the possible lies in a person's determination" - Tommy Lasorda
