Never expecting more then what it really is....

We've all been there and we've all felt it at one point in our lives....LOVE. An emotion that changes your whole perspective in life whether it be good or bad. LOVE by definition is "a warm attachment, enthusiasm, or devotion," and honestly I have already decided that for me to fall in LOVE again is NEVER going to happen again.

My experience with LOVE has always ended in heartbreak, lies, and deceitfulness BUT even though those "relationships" diminished one thing I have been able to gain from them has always been wisdom. Not only have I learned more about the opposite sex... but have definitely learned a lot about myself and what I expect and deserve from the next man that may want to be a part of my world.

I want to find PASSION or should I rather say I want to fall in PASSION... fall into PASSION because I am not going out here looking for it. PASSION is sincere, PASSION is honest, PASSION is real, PASSION is unexplainable.... and I've always been told that patience is a virtue. Of course I would LOVE to find a man that wants me for me... to take me for the bitch that I know I can be at times, to take me for the geeky girl that I know is in me lol, to take ALL of me and turn my world upside down and I may have found him already or he may be a man of the future but listen up MR. wherever and whoever you are... Im a bad bitch and when you come along... Imma make you THAT much better, and thats a promise. I have soo much to give and when my PASSION man comes along...yeah lol its curtains.

The hardest part is sticking to the desired goal...why?? Because we cannot control matters of the heart. As I write this there is someone that is running thru my thoughts and having me question myself. His dedication and PASSION (key word) has definitely inspired me in so many ways... what sux is that I cant tell him that. I cant tell him because of the fear I have within myself of what the possible outcome can be. Things have been and are great and I definitely dont want things to change but I dont wanna fall for the same bullshit that everyone else has offered me. If we could put his PASSION and my PASSION together Im absolutely positive that the only thing to come out of it would be beautiful music....but I gotta be patient and just let things fall into place.

Never expecting more then what it really is and continuing to grow in the process.

Smooches xoxo